Okay, my no holds barred confession about me wanting to have a bf did conjure up different reactions from different people. But I remember the encouraging ones - that I'm just being normal (Sophia), that it's great that I know exactly what I want in life (Gajaen) and that my courage is admired for being so honest about it (Benedict). =) Of course, I got some unwanted attention here and there but may I say I realized that the older I get, the bolder I am! I'm just not afraid of anything anymore. Sometimes it's not good, because I get too liberal with the things I say (read: the recent entry that I took down), but I think most of the time, it's all good because I healthily voice out how I feel here and not keep things held up inside which can be really unhealthy. I just have to make sure that I offend no one at it. ;)

Less than 24 hrs to being officially 21! Looking forward to adult life!

Btw, The Rasmus' latest album, Black Roses, totally rocks and this is the first single from it:

Living In A World Without You

It's hard to believe that it came to this
You paralyzed my body with the poisoned kiss
For 40 days and nights I was chained to your bed
You thought that was the end of the story
Something inside me called freedom came alive
Living in a world without you

You told me, my darling
Without me, you're nothing
You taught me to look in your eyes
And fed me your sweet lies

Suddenly someone was there in the window
Looking outside at the sky that had never been blue
Ah, there's a world without you
I see the light
Living in a world without you
Ah, there is hope to guide me
I will survive
Living in a world without you

It's hard to believe that it came to this
You paralyzed my body with the poisoned kiss
For 40 days and nights I was chained to your bed
You thought that was the end of the story
Something inside me called freedom came alive
Living in a world without you

You put me together
Then trashed me for pleasure
You used me again and again
Abused me, confused me

Suddenly naked I run through your garden
Right through the gates of the past and I'm finally free
Ah, there's a world without you
I see the light
Living in a world without you
Ah, there is hope to guide me
I will survive
Living in a world without you

Bringing the house down at Youth'Em Freedom of Choice tmr! ;)