I'm blessed to have a good job and am happily married to a handsome husband with a place to ourselves, haha. I have almost everything I need. Yet, I can't help but feel restless. Don't get me wrong, it's not that i'm unhappy cos I am. I just feel that I was meant to do so much more with my life.
How am I different from everyone else if I graduate, work, get married, have kids, see them grow up, eventually retire, become a granny & die? What truly is the meaning of my existence?
Gaga is 26, empowering people across the world with her music while taking over the philanthropy baton from Oprah all at the same time... I'm 25 & the world wouldn't even remember me when I'm gone.
The thing is Gaga was born to sing, music is the air she breathes & she knows it fully well since she was a kid.
What was I born to do that I must do & if I don't, i'm just another 1 in 6 billion?
What legacy can I leave behind before I die?
Until these questions gets answered, i'm gonna keep knocking on Destiny's doors. Cos I know in my heart that there is more to Life.
On a side note, I love watching X Factor USA cos many of the contestants say with steel in their eyes, "I have to do this. This was my dream since I was a kid." And of course, you've got to see the alien who started singing at age 2 & is already world class at 13:
Somewhere over the rainbow
Bluebirds fly
Birds fly over the rainbow.
Why then, oh why can't I?
P.s: Anyway, new Tumblr for the instant oooodles. This is reserved for the full meals at the restaurant!
