For so long I was struggling and groping in the dark, running around in circles and not knowing what is the exact thing that I ought to do nor was I able to clearly see the rationale of why I want to do it. But today, my breakthrough came and I finally felt a sense of release and saw the light in the situation. When light comes, darkness dissipates. =) Now, I'm clear of the decision that I've made and why I made it. Finally, I found the strength, and the faith to know that I can overcome this. And I can only thank you, you, you, you, you, you,you and You for it. =)

Of course, that doesn't mean that everything will turn perfect overnight. It takes 3 weeks for me to become familiar with something new and another 3 weeks before it becomes a comfortable habit. But I've made a decision and I'm sticking to it. I really, really want to be kind but I need to be cruel to be kind now. I need to lose in order to win. ;) I sow in tears now and I shall reap in joy! =)

Choir practice was so fun! Loves it. =)

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耶 稣 你 永 远

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只 要 有 你 在 我

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